Its elementary, life is but a dream .

; looking back at the past entries made me realize what big change i have become .
laughing at those silly post I've made ,how pathetically lame .

You know what?

YES , I HAVE CHANGE .I'M NOT AS NICE AS I USED TO BE,BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GET FUCKED OVER,I DON'T TRUST EVERYONE AND TELL THEM ME SECRETS,BECAUSE BEHIND EVERY FAKE SMILE IS A BACKSTABBING BITCH.I DISTANCE MYSELF FROM PEOPLE BECAUSE IN THE END, THEY'RE MOST LIKELY TO LEAVE. I HAVE CHANGED BECAUSE I HAVE REALIZED, THAT SOME GIRLS ARE A BITCH,EVEN THOSE YO USED TO TRUST,YOUR BESTFRIEND EVERYDODY TALKS SHIT.AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON BOYS,WHERE SOME ARE JUST A BUNCH OF LIARS,MESSING AROUND LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF TOY,WHERE IN RELATIONSHIPS THEY NEED SOME KIND CALLED "SPARE-TIRES".

I improvise now listen,

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO UPSET YOU JUST COMPLETELY BROKE DOWN ALONE BY YOURSELF. YOUR PARENTS CAN’T TELL AND NOR CAN YOUR FRIENDS BECAUSE YOU HIDE IT BEHIND A SMILE. YOU KNOW YOU’RE NOT OKAY. YET AGAIN, NO ONE KNOWS HOW YOU FEEL AND YOU DON’T BOTHER TELLING THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES TO DEAL WITH. SO YOU STORE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS, ALL YOUR SORROW, ALL YOUR TEARS, ALL YOUR HURT AND ALL YOUR PAIN. YOU’LL TAKE IT OUT SOME OTHER DAY, BUT NOT TODAY.. TODAY’S NOT THE DAY. BECAUSE HERE’S TO THE NIGHTS YOU DELT WITH MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR. ALL THOSE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS CRYING SO HARD YOU COULDN’T BREATHE. TO THE NIGHTS YOU COULDN’T WAIT TILL EVERYBODY GREW UP BECAUSE YOU WERE SICK OF THEM JUDGING YOU. TO ALL THOSE NIGHTS YOU THINGS WOULD JUST GET BETTTER. TO ALL THOSE GOOD NIGHTS THAT TURNED TO BAD. TO ALL THOSE NIGHTS YOU WISH YOU WERE OLDER. TO THOSE NIGHTS THAT UNFORTUNATELY CAME TOO SOON.

- Sometimes, I sit and look at life from a different angle,
Don't know if I'm God's child or I'm Satan's angel.
I am horrible at making decisions , as I overthink things.
But nonetheless , we are what we are, human beings.

; As for now ,
never forget , never regret .