Stubborn Youths

Its elementary, life is but a dream .

2010-12-13T20:44:00.010+08:00

; looking back at the past entries made me realize what big change i have become .
laughing at those silly post I've made ,how pathetically lame .

You know what?

YES , I HAVE CHANGE .I'M NOT AS NICE AS I USED TO BE,BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GET FUCKED OVER,I DON'T TRUST EVERYONE AND TELL THEM ME SECRETS,BECAUSE BEHIND EVERY FAKE SMILE IS A BACKSTABBING BITCH.I DISTANCE MYSELF FROM PEOPLE BECAUSE IN THE END, THEY'RE MOST LIKELY TO LEAVE. I HAVE CHANGED BECAUSE I HAVE REALIZED, THAT SOME GIRLS ARE A BITCH,EVEN THOSE YO USED TO TRUST,YOUR BESTFRIEND EVERYDODY TALKS SHIT.AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON BOYS,WHERE SOME ARE JUST A BUNCH OF LIARS,MESSING AROUND LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF TOY,WHERE IN RELATIONSHIPS THEY NEED SOME KIND CALLED "SPARE-TIRES".

I improvise now listen,

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO UPSET YOU JUST COMPLETELY BROKE DOWN ALONE BY YOURSELF. YOUR PARENTS CAN’T TELL AND NOR CAN YOUR FRIENDS BECAUSE YOU HIDE IT BEHIND A SMILE. YOU KNOW YOU’RE NOT OKAY. YET AGAIN, NO ONE KNOWS HOW YOU FEEL AND YOU DON’T BOTHER TELLING THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LIVES TO DEAL WITH. SO YOU STORE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS, ALL YOUR SORROW, ALL YOUR TEARS, ALL YOUR HURT AND ALL YOUR PAIN. YOU’LL TAKE IT OUT SOME OTHER DAY, BUT NOT TODAY.. TODAY’S NOT THE DAY. BECAUSE HERE’S TO THE NIGHTS YOU DELT WITH MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR. ALL THOSE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS CRYING SO HARD YOU COULDN’T BREATHE. TO THE NIGHTS YOU COULDN’T WAIT TILL EVERYBODY GREW UP BECAUSE YOU WERE SICK OF THEM JUDGING YOU. TO ALL THOSE NIGHTS YOU THINGS WOULD JUST GET BETTTER. TO ALL THOSE GOOD NIGHTS THAT TURNED TO BAD. TO ALL THOSE NIGHTS YOU WISH YOU WERE OLDER. TO THOSE NIGHTS THAT UNFORTUNATELY CAME TOO SOON.

- Sometimes, I sit and look at life from a different angle,
Don't know if I'm God's child or I'm Satan's angel.
I am horrible at making decisions , as I overthink things.
But nonetheless , we are what we are, human beings.

; As for now ,
never forget , never regret .

MOVED

2010-05-16T14:34:00.001+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/shaisayng

2010-05-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

i dont like spiders :/
its just their eyes are creepin me out

2010-04-29T14:01:00.005+08:00

He's ma man . I adore you
Went sch & had the first sabo my Sulaiman .
Youre an asshole , thanks for making me half wet after P.E .
didnt attend sch today . this is just to much .
i go went i feel i want to then ditch if i got no mood, just like my fathers school ,
Fuckkk, if this goes on , ill will get kicked out sia .

2010-04-25T20:01:00.003+08:00

Obsessed .
CHEBYE TENG-TENG .
im off to skate , paipai

2010-04-19T17:12:00.002+08:00

SHOOT !
& I did not attend school today . Cause i woke up preety late , at 6.30 XD
Could not wake up cause the day before went to SAKURA . And
i ate until i was sooo full . Finnally i got to eat what i craved for .
The Clam , eel , squid , lamb , MUSHROOM soup , and so fourth .
Thanks mum , you the bestest , really .
Actually wanted to watch Clash.Of.Titans but then switched plans .
Arrived back home at 11+ and dived straight to bed , without washing off make-up .
Dahh kenyang , nantok ah . HAHAHA . mcm oinkoink .
So sekkarang i boring , i bru habes godeh2 laptop sedare nk try connect to i nye desktop internet .
i tktawu how sei , berpeluh i ,HAHAHA.
Oklah , i nk kene gosok baju & siap2 untk sch esok .
Bye sayang .

2010-04-17T12:56:00.001+08:00

2010-04-16T19:31:00.005+08:00

Im back . Today after school sticked with izzati . Finally ! i had my cinnamon melts . Hahahahah . So yah , ate with izzati . Both of us only . SWEETkan ? hahah , then she had some confusion moments with her boyfr . But then , ill turned out well . And i am not happy cause i was disturbed by Joko&An&Rul . Babi dorng played with cockroaches . Trying to scare me . Wahliao , my stomach pain sah tahan2 terperanjat . Aduhh ! Stop it sak prangai korng . Eww ~ i nearly touched a cockroach then quickly wiped at rul shirt or jacket or whatsoever . Hahahahah . PANDAN MUKE !
So yah , met jundah then went home . NOW im hungry .

So to Shai ;
what i want eh ? everything ? HAHAHA .
I dont know who the hell are you but im gonna post it anyway .
Mana tawu korng nk belikan , kening naik-naik . :P
Well lets see , i want , a sweet dedication with pictures and colourfull words |chocolates|Diamonds| stuffed tortoise | anything that has VOLCOM on it|Nixon|sweetCANDY|bags|shoes|clothes|accessories|domo|cookiemonster|Studs|new wallet|hp casing|i want cash(im being honest lah)hahah|cigaretteS(SINGAPORE OK !)|Bday cake|I LOVE PURPLE|
AND EVERYTHING nice & sweet .
Im not that picky actually .
Its not the gift that counts , the thought that counts what kan ?
soo yah anything can , ill be pleased .
So yahh shai, thats what i can think of ah now . HAHAH .

2010-04-14T19:23:00.003+08:00

Hi SAYANGS ,
Goshh , im so pancit today . Had 2.4 run at hougng stadium . Penat giler sah . Got 21st position . Hahahaha , but anyway after that ate at Arnold. Yummy but oily much . Tomorrow had to attend 'spelling bee' contest . Challenging different classes . Not bragging ah but surprised when teacher said i was highest among my class . Hahahahha , Nasib bukan melayu , klu tk HANCUR BEDERAI .
So yah , Witing for birthdate to come closer . HAHAHAH , maybe celebrating at sakura . No present no entry . FAKE !! hahaha . Wanna come , come . Youre invited :D
Waiting for my ixus130&purple lappy. Ok im done here , tata .

2010-04-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

2010-04-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

2010-04-06T20:38:00.003+08:00

You are missed

2010-04-06T19:22:00.002+08:00

2010-03-31T21:37:00.001+08:00

CLICK , CLACK , POW .
Officer down XP

2010-03-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

Keep up the good work DK !
im happy that you are moving on , seriously .
Cause i know theres someone beeter than me for you .
Im sooo proud of you :D

As for me , well , Like that uh .
Hahaha , idk how to elaborate .
Im tired today , & i hate ihsan .
HAHAHAH , yes , I HATE YOU SO MUCH .
Let me bite ur hand :P
He keeps on pestering me to download for him justin bieber peekchas .
WTH , gamnbar aku lagy bgos sak .
lols . Kla , LEEMAO already .
Night ♥

2010-03-25T05:50:00.000+08:00

2010-03-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

BORED MUCH.

2010-03-16T16:51:00.003+08:00

Shooooot !
i did not attend my extra class today .
Im soo fucking tired , really .
Yesterday was unexplainable habes .
Went to Clarke Quay then start ah cock up .
Suddenly clothes that im wearing turn loose habes sah .
OMG ! Irritating & it keeps falling down .
Then shoe gave problem , i gOt blister siul .
Decided to just go home but then Sha texted to mit .
So mummy came fetch , changed then went back Cq meet Sha .
If it wasn't for Sha , ill sure be soo fucking bored sah , AT HOME !
Then reached home at 6 , bus'ed home with ArmStrong . Hahah
He keep on staring at me , with his face . WTH . !

Yeah , thats all .
ive got nothing much to say .
OK BYE ♥

2010-03-11T19:57:00.003+08:00

Ohhhh , i get it .
Youre tryna blame me ?
WOW ! Thats great , youre being ridiculously WRONG !
Im here trying to help you out & there you go blabbering nonsence .
Well hello ! Wakey Wakey !
Dont you get the picture already ?
Youre misjudging, hear me ?
HAHAHAHA , owell im tired of conflicts .
Nk pikir ape , pikir lahh .

Kawan ohh kawan .

2010-03-08T20:19:00.003+08:00

Dehonestaphobia

Arrrgh , flu .
Hate it much . Irritating thats what i can say .
Sleept with tissue in my nose , HAHAH .
WTH , idk how i get it in the first place .
Saturday school having ape carnival enth . BORING !
Faster come lah holiday .
Ohhyah , & i dont know why some girls, i find ,likes bragging about things so much .
Nt only things , SIMPLE things .
Hahahah , this creeps me XD
Currently chatting with MonkeyMan , HAAHA .
Sometimes i just cant stand your attitude .
Sometimes Youre being so vulgar , i just cant stand ur tongue .

OK im done .
PS; JOKO , apology accepted :D

2010-03-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

Displeased Much .

2010-03-03T17:31:00.003+08:00

Two days without food plus not sleeping for the whole yesterday .
Isnt that amazing ? This means im not gonna put on weight . HAHAH .
My tummy is upset , for real this time . No Appetite at all .
Having a hard time to sleeping , bleaah ~ its all about the effects .
& At first i thought i broke my little finger . lols . SCARED of wouldn't be able to write .
Had P.E today & i sweat more than the usual , seriously .
My hair was drenched with sweat habes .
I dont know why :O
Oh yahh , an awefull truth happens in class made my face go as red as PeriodBlood .
HHAHAHA , i wanted to laugh but i feel like so pathetic sah .
A guy in class denied he liked yenny but then points finger towards me saying .
"Nolahh , i like shaiera" . WTFH !
I was like Fuck!Omg!Wth! everything ah & as if my jaw plunged down till my toes .
Gahhhaha , then darren started teasing me .
"Shai , why are you blushing?"
Idiot ! i tell you , everyone in the class was making a bigfuss over that .
& That made my bulu roma naik , hahahaha .
All i can say is WTH !
BlaBlaBla , back to normal :D HAHAHA
& urgh , i lost only 3.5kg . Isnt that pathetic .
Neeeed ..... Too . ...... eat...less........errr. HAHAHA
Ohwell :)

So currently my throat if feeling so filthy & rusty .
I get soo thirsty easily . PMS ? possible .
Hahahah , & my school soyabean tasted like "kerang".
Disgusting habes , HAPAK siakk rase nye . Wahliao .
Me,jundah&aisha tested it , but the both izzati didn't .
STRANGE ~ :O
Today got mee soto , but endup not eating it .
Only drink the soup .
soo yah , thats all jee . saw my ss paper , was satisfied :) PASSED

Ohhyahh , just a commment .
PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THEIF WAS AWESOME !
LOVED LOVED IT . HAHAH

Okbye , PEACES ♥

2010-03-01T20:41:00.004+08:00

-/ Youre getting far away ~
- Shai's Photograpy

♥

Hmm , today nothing special .

Got CCA , revised Chem , Home .
& started doing nonsence thing like putting glue on door knob .
Many people get caught in , including teacher .
She muke masam je bile masuk klas then asked who did .
I kept quieT . TEEHEE
aWWWW ~ Prepaid gone low habes .
Tomorrow Chem test , wahsei .
Nolahh , somehow i feel everyone around me so unreasonable .
Im totally getting bored of this shits .
Bleaaaah ~ ooooh i dont know .
I need entertainments BADLY !
None of these are going to work if it keeps repeating .
Ohyahh , & paramore is cumming S'pore .
I want the tix sah . OMG !
YadaYadaYada BlaBlaBla .
Im so out of words already .
Night ♥ PEACE

2010-02-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

; I miss his everything .
But i hate him so much .
What is this ? are you a player ?
I need explanation .

Not happy with CommonTest results .
Going to have fever soon .
Getting fat .
Mood swing habes .
Chalet comming soon , no idea what to wear .
Daaah , thats all .
Bye ah ,

2010-02-21T18:16:00.004+08:00

bee tracks . lol

;Subway

see , i have photography talent, LOL

OMG !
The Movie "Vaentines's Day was AWESOME !
i wish i had a boyf like that , huahuahua .
Ohwell , my hair sucks currently .
Today i feel so lazy , i dowan study lah !

2010-02-16T16:57:00.004+08:00

Ayyyyy suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup !

The weeekends plus two extra holidays were AWESOME ! Okayyyyy wait , sunday had v'day. Hmmm kinda not awesome ah . Its like terrible ! really , Ohwell lets skip the part . Monday was okay went to Bukit Merah . Was not so pleased until that night . Bro called asking am i asleep & asking me to get changed . I was like , ehh ? ada apa ? . Then he said he inside cab with shakir then i know already , Club ! aiyoooo . Soon or later my head cnfrem BURST !
Lucky i wasnt alseep , was chatting with someone ... So get changed , mummy send us to Boat Quay . Buyed drins & settle down again . Blabbering all sorts of nonsence . Sooo yah , the night was happy . Around 3-4 from boat quay walked all the way to esplanade . Finding for a spot to rest . Tired habes . Its been like 2 days i have not sleep & only took mini-naps . Idk why ahh cannot sleeep . I dont know what i am thinking about , HAAAHA. Sooo yahh , around 6 took 56 back to toa pyh then sleeep for like 4 hours then wake up .

Ohh no , i really need to stop this routine ,
its like everyday drinking , party .
Kalah mak aku sah . HAHAH .
i need someone to hold me .
Schs back tommorow , i need to study eveything .
I heard got common test sommore .
Wahhh , chee-ah-lak . LOLS
& more or less , my secrets are revealing . !
I better tape wy mouth with DuckTape ,
Its handy ☺

Okdahhh ,
PEACE .

2010-02-13T21:42:00.005+08:00

The night at the Red Affairs was OMG !
Everything was soooooooo CRAZY .
Random , Random , Random !
That is all i can say .
Met Shhid & Shakir at city hall .
Sha started to brag about his new phone .
HAHA . ASSHOLE .
Reached flyers , buyed drinks and setteled down .
The funniest thing was we were fucking tipsy before we went in the "Showroom" .
OMG , to whom it might be ,
-sorry for pulling your hair .
-sorry for throwing sweets at you .
-sorry for "dirtying" ur cab .
-sorry for not answering ur ques.
-sorry for taking ur sweets .
HAHAHA , owell .
The sad thing is a lost my brand new ciggxz
& i think i lost abit of kachings .or i did spent it .
IDK ~
So yah , had "breakfast at Pasir Ris .
BlaBlaBla , took cab and went home .
Then straight to bed .
My heels are looking so bad .
I wonder what would my mam do if she sees it .
Hahah , overall was fun :)
Had the greatest funniest stupidiest time .
but maybe this would be the last of it .
I need to put this aside & concentrate on studying .
I dont wanna go ite :(

Daaaaaaah ,
PEACE

2010-02-11T17:15:00.004+08:00

Ohhhh myy , Before i forget ,

EEZARTEE KAMBENG ! Im soooooo sorry about today .
I hurt you , & you bleeded .
Im sooooo sooo very very sorry kay darlink .
HAHAHAH , :P It started to bleed sah for awhile .
What the hell , i feel soo bad & mean & wrong .
HAHAH, i wonder why i said Spiderman sahh ,
Owell , lets see .
Man has been asking me to stop drinking .
HAHAH, am i ?
i saw a fat rat when i was going home ,

2010-02-10T21:58:00.004+08:00

im
all
alone
on
valentines
day.
how
great.

2010-02-07T20:05:00.002+08:00

Arghh ! I hate PMS .
My tummy is feeling so awfull now :(
&& its soo uncomfortable when going to sch with it .
Somemore skirt white , DANGEROUS HABES !
What a boring day at home sah this weekend .

OWELL ~
daaaaaah .

2010-02-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

Im so pissed , fed-up , unsatisfied , worried , angry , sad , dissapointed , confuse and empty .

WHY !
WHY !
WHY !

Soo much problem today , & the worst thing is my form teacher complain that im RUDE !?OMG , what was he thinking . Never in my life a teacher complains it to my parent . Screw you sahh , now youre making me being rude .
Aduuuh ~ i feel like shouting at his ears . Any-O-how say things . Gerrr ~!
Than some more I is talking nonsense , WTH .
Whats up with you people ? HELLO ?
Now youre letting me go just like that ?
Whats wrong with you ? Just because i told her youre att ?
PLEASE for godness sake , DONT ! dont talk any-o how .
If you dont know dont even think about talking .
You did not even give me a chance to explain then there you go blabbering nonsense .
Haisss ~
Its okay lah really if you meant what you said .
As i promise i wont bother when youre attached . Im happy for you .
Although theres something-thing .
But yahh , who am i to judge .
Last long okay & i wish you all the best .

Daaaah
BYE !

2010-02-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

I LOVE SEAWEED !

Im terribly addicted to seaweed .
OMG , Everyday , at school i waill tend to but 10 or more of em .
After that toilet ring !
HAHAHAHA .
Owell , currently looking thruu songs .
Kinda bored , what movie shall i watch ?

Okay bye .
Ill update in a properwayy nextime
T'cares :D

2010-01-31T15:14:00.006+08:00

She's Back !

2010-01-28T15:03:00.005+08:00

Do you love me ? or are you just missing me ?

2010-01-24T20:41:00.008+08:00

Heyy you guys , im back !
Hahaha , what an awesome weekend although some were bitter .
Friday went out with cuzzy(Farhan) .
We went jumping from one club to another .
First , went to supperclub . then to maya .
Then went in MAYA thn to Bells .
Finally to Balastier Point . Multi-racial clubs ah that night . Hahhah
Then sat came . WAVEHOUSE FUCKYEAH !
in the morning was suppose to met aisha & go Botanic Garden as
she wanted to take pic for her preg.
But thn canceled thn went Pr to meet Wan .
Around 7 went to make a move & meet bor and cuzzzy at H.F
But then he said he go Sentosa straight .
Then i was like , wahhliao , i must walk alone :(
Journey was lke hell sahh in the buss . FREEZING HABES .
But than texted D to accompany me & go inside together . lUCKY , HE SAID CAN :D
Inside bus with D and his friends , we start to talk quite much ah.
Aiyooooo ! i fucking miss your face sahh , you hair grow so cute .
Thanks, for waiting for me :D
Reach there met bro&farhan then D & me go separate ways .
There was one part i was sitting at stairs when D texted "look behind" .
Haahahah , cute sahh . Changed , Drink then went in .
Was not as good as previous ah , cause songs were like tektonik .
Reach home like 5 . cabbed again .
Today was normal ahh , until i remember i nvr did my Design&Tec .
i did not even touch it during the weekends .
Im soo gonna be DEADRUSHING .
Ohwell , anyway central got pasar malam which means
FOOOD ! FAT !
hahah , currently waiting for mum & bro to come home and bring me FOOOD !

; To that someone ( yahh you know who im talking bout)
Your suckish attitude wont make you go anywhere , i swear .
You're not even respecting & treating girls right.
Ewww , what are you .
I thought i hear was rumors , but i was wrong .
i saw with my own eyes .!
Youre an ugly monster with no respect & a big fat liar .
Shame on you boy .
YOU DESERVE NO ONE ! you hear me .
I feel like spiiting in your face man .
Goshh , i dont know how to describe you .
Lord of the WERLD !
i dont know what exacally are you searching for .
You mess my day !
I should have listen to Shakir & Aris .
Wahhlaio , lucky we are only friends ahh .
If not ahh , you die ! No shame boy @!*#$
you better not text me again ,
*Shoving shoulder

Ohwell , bye-bye :D
Im sooo lucky ,
preety much :)

2010-01-19T19:52:00.003+08:00

SUCHA SMALL WORLD .
My friend nye matair nye friend know my friend .
Wahhliao , its like everyone knw each other & are related too .
Wahhh , Hahaha .
So yah , basically went sch with Aisha .
Then blaBlabla had P.E .
OMG , i couldnt believe that i actually achieve of getting
Level 10 Round 6 . Hahaha .
AWESOME , than Man said smoker leyy lari gytu mcm peh lame pe ?
Hahah , i was like " It dosent matter what .
Hahaha . :D
Soo yah , after sch went to study with eezartee&Aisha plus eezartee bf & his friends .
Soo now , ive just got home . Haaah .
Owell , tommorow will be having Bleep Test again .
Hopefully , i beat my own record :D
I want to achieve Level 11
:DD

T'cares SmallWorld

2010-01-14T21:11:00.006+08:00

1000 I LOVE YOU

2010-01-13T19:49:00.004+08:00

REMEMBER YOU WROTE THIS ? phrases of " i love you " .
YES ! 1000 . Well , at first i have a long , hard time counting .
Of course it was not me writing that 1000 phrases ,
but it was IHSAN'S . I bullied him to write me that to prove that he loves me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , evil , but i love you honey.
you'd bear the conciquences ?

2010-01-10T17:33:00.002+08:00

2010-01-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

13961.) You've broken my heart multiple times and yet you are the same one who puts it back together again. How you do that, I don't know. But I hope this isn't a game to you and that my heart is not just some toy you can break and fix when you wish. I love you beyond what you realize, and all I really want is for you to love me back.

2010-01-08T14:18:00.005+08:00

rcieve my Good Progress Award of $200 .
Ohhh no , i dont meant to brag lah but HEY , whats blog anyway .

2010-01-05T18:59:00.003+08:00

dumbfck teachers approach me . Saying that my hair is coloured . Aiya , its NA TU RAL LA BITCH .
ohya , $200 , here i come .
KACHINGXZ ~

2010-01-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

kanasai

2009-12-11T16:53:00.004+08:00

i wanna FUCKING wanna go WaveHouse again .
Im so gonna save my Kachings :>
So today will be going to dads house . I WANT MY LAMB CHOP
Currently waiting for bro to bath then we'll be going to gym .
yea , working out baby LOL . Then off to dad's at night . Will be there till Monday .
Gonna miss S .

I LOVE MUHAMMAD NUR IHSAN

2009-11-24T20:33:00.005+08:00

Its starting to get bored each and every day . ITS SUCKS .
There goes my daily routine . Wake up , go out .
On & on till im getting sick of this . I really need to do smtng .
Thought of working as a waitress but GAAAH ! malu lah .
Maybe ill need to get over with that .
S is buzy working and i kinda feel i spent __ this much with him .
BORED HABES AT HOME .
Owell , i need to find a way out thru this Boredom .

Anyway , "Disko,Disko" on Saturday . Hope itll be great .
S is tagging along and bro too .Im sooo craving for lamb chop .
Anyway pp8s gone LOW .
Sooo yahh , dont bother texting , i wont be replying .
Kayy then . Da Da

2009-11-04T15:49:00.003+08:00

My MonkeyMan , My LoveMuffin :DD
Aku sayaaaaaaang dhe giler babs . HAHA
ALWAYS ! His mine & im his .
Although sometimes we fought & thought .
Dhe tetap aku sayang .
He's the best i ever had .
I love him more than SpongeBob Loves JellyFishing .
So yaaah , Im happy with him .
\20092009 /
cool eh . hahaha . k dahh cukop .

YESterday went to Famicare Bedok Clinic .
Mummy wanted to go surgery.
Was supposed to go out with B , but mummy ask to accompany .
So a brought B along takot bored .
Wahliao , the whole surgery thing takes around 8 hours siulo .
But the dr. said 3-4 . mcm popot sahhh .
Mummy went in then B decided to watch wayang but tk jadi LAGI ,
instead wanted to eat seoul garden yg tk jadi LAGI
but went to eat swensen yg "copy paste" LAGI .
End up eating KFC . hahahaha
Ceeereeeweet giler babs .
Than went back , cause ingat 3-4 . Dah smapi 2 hours more eh dher ckp . Waited & Waited till 8.
Can you believe it . goshh . duduk sana tukar2 position siuul . hhhaha
B started serious talking . Asking about the past .Talking about EXs , Sex and manny more .
BlaBlaBla , i want to work at hyatt but segan lahh .
Soo yah , today Bs working im BORED .
Currently texting & all .

2009-11-02T12:32:00.004+08:00

Comp was finally back to normal :)
GREATXZ .
Beeen buzy with family & stuff .
Now , noone is updating me about the flyers .
Sooo yahh , shake a leg lorr :D wait jer smpai dorng bilang .
i know i help Finish ABOUT 2000 already .
Today was supposed to go to the theaters with B .
But thn cock-up . Ohhwell .

T'cares Dudes & Chicks

2009-10-27T19:42:00.008+08:00

& I AM TIRED HABES TODAY .

Made up my mind & decided to help the flyers thing after school.
K wait, school was AWESOMEXZ and friends made my day .
Sulaiman is starting to make be laugh but i wont talk to him UNTILL he say sorry .
After recess had a POETRY LESSON . Umar sat beside me next to darren . Its like the whole class not wanting to listen to the instructor . Everyone was blabbering nonsence and jokes .
Soo yah , bell rang went to Aisha's class waited . Umar bbl mapeeek sekali .
Hahaha , went to Aisha's house took the flyers than off to mine , to get my clothes changed .
Gedebak-Gedebuk went back to heartland than took 81.
Aisha made me wake her up 3 times already .Smapi je anuh flyers da da da , jumpe izzati .
Lepas itu jalan pegy e-hub , wanted to wait till 5.30 for my bro but thn ate there instead .
NOW I AM SUPERB TIRED . nk tdo . && Confrem im not going sch on thurs , cause LAZY .
Form teacher wants to see my mum .
COMPLAINS AGAIN LIKA PUSSY .
Sooo yah , i dont feel like going sch tomorrow , Mapeeek habes .
JACK texted , JOHN texted , BABY texted(not) .
Haiiyaa , maybe hes still buzy working .
I MISS YOU ALREADY BODOH !

2009-10-26T14:02:00.005+08:00

Saaaaaaaaaaaaapxz
I am hungry today . Baby is not replying my msg/text .
Bored as usual . Today didnt atended sch .
Woke uh at 9.30 , sch starts at 8.30 .
Haiiyaa , thn went back to sleep .
Im soooo so craving for MeeSoto siuls .
Anyway something made me wondering .
Friends ... yaah , & recently had like debation with a friend .
Supposingly she said its my fault & im pretending to be inoccent.
Pffffffffft ! Thats sooo not true .
So....many..misunderstandings... .

2009-10-24T19:23:00.003+08:00

Soo yahh , i've changed here & there .
AWESOMESHITXZ is'nt ? hahahahha .
It's cool .
Today sooo soo BORED .
but not to worry im going out soon for a BBQ Pit .
I'll update in a proper way soon .

T'cares Dudes & Chicks .
xo

2009-10-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

I AM SO ANGRY TODAY !

Guess what , my neighbour accused me for stealing her things .
WTH . can you believe that .
Please lahh neighbour , i have a life siul & i dont need uh SERIOUSHITTXZ , to steal your dirty things . It does'nt eveN cost me a million . Klu btol dlm ada duit . Aku tk pandang lahh .
Mak aku kasi aku lagh lebih than that lahh . Its just a coincedence i say it was a "karaoke" bag .
Behh nw you're starting your crap . Aiyooo , please lahh . USE YUOR FXKIN BRAIN !
Mentang2 aku budak kecik behh nk pijak aku uh ? BUTO UH !

2009-10-14T21:49:00.004+08:00

2009-10-13T11:41:00.003+08:00

I Juuuuuuuuuuust reach home from school .
Actually wanted to go Tampines Mall but then cancel .
Pahahah . Sooo yeaah , im TOTALLY nervous about getting my results .
I shall not elaborate more uh .

To I ,
Thanks for nothing .
Fxck you & your words & promises .
I HATE YOU .
You're soo pathetic .
Think its fun huh threatening me ?
Please uh i deserve better .
You might think im incapable .

2009-10-07T16:53:00.003+08:00

2009-10-03T18:21:00.003+08:00

went to Yishun fuckin saw The Oliver sykes singapore version . OMG , he was hot . hahah . the hair , the tatoo . he looked exactly just like Oliver Sykes . pahahas , HOTTIEPANTS . called my mummy to fetch me home Jack kept on saying sorry about today . Its just my luck.
Soooo yahh , kachings are restoring my piggy bank again .

2009-09-30T20:07:00.003+08:00

I need to get hold of myself .
Let's just forget about love .
Sooo much about promises .
It will all end up BrokenHeart .
Im sooo soo soooooo Upset .
CONFUSE !
& I DON'T need your pathetic excuses .
You just SUCKS my world alot alot .

Gooodbye .

2009-09-29T20:41:00.005+08:00

2009-09-23T15:50:00.003+08:00

Eyqahh Dengz '
Happy Birthday Sister ♥
Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki .
GoodLuck with Ns & hope all ur wishes came true .
Pahaha , sorry for the late post .
I love you & T'cares kayy .

Hi , I am Shai .& I am Superb Hyper today . Hahahah .
& i just dont know why . Today was fun . In the morning went sch with Aisha . BlaBlaBla , first period was MotherTounge . Sooo yah , went in then there was like light shining at me&umar's table . Suddenly we went crazy , started playing with our hands making shadows . pahaha . Fat fingers . lols . Talk alot alot at the lesson . English was fun jugk , teacher shared peekchas we took at ITE SEMEI . soooooooooo funny until i was not concentrating to go for recess . But thn ada mee soto which i was craving for . hahaha . Superb sedap ! BlaBla , thn it was d&t lesson . Aduuuh , my teammates were quraishah & aronald . I swear because of them ill fail the project thing . haahha . One likes to talk nonsence , another will lets say she's too MakMak & full of reasons . ( Opps , & i spill it all out .) Pahahah . Did a submarine using cardboard . Mine's are looking more like a rocket siulo . HaHa . Had p.e , aaaaaah ! Awesomeshiiiitxz . thn a friend treated greentea . huhu . Sooo yeahh , ingat nk ikot ihsan pegy bugis but thn , weekdays . Well , you know me kaaaan . haha . Accompany Aisha buy her thing then went home with ihsan . Lalalala~ reached home Raemy called . OK now i am running outta words to write . Till here .
T'cares Dudes&Chicks :DD

2009-09-19T13:55:00.005+08:00

Hello .
I wasnt active for the past 4 days . Been buzy lately . Verry buzy . Until i cant go out of the house . Im soooo sorry jack & ihsan as i cant go out . If i wasnt buzy i would have just follow you out . Sooo yaah , thanks for understanding :DD . Another thing was one of relative passed away , soo phm2 uh . I went sch like just for 2 days , Tue&Wed . Suckss ! cause i really missed like alotalot . Damnn , EOY is just weeks away siulxz & i havent start revising . Noww sedares&mummy mcm tkder mood to raya bcos of the meningall thing . Hmmm , id just wish for the best lorr . Yesterday met ihsan , outside & talk to him . Thankxz eh for the ciggxz . Soo yeaah , texted bestie upon his birthday . Cause cant make it . Tkpe masyh ada hari lagy whud kn . Raye nk dekat , everyone is sooow excited . hahah . I cant wait for lontong . Hahahaha . Today MAYBE will be going out to ParkWay Parade with family & cousin . but lom agy cnfrem . Anywayy , PEOPLE ARE CALLIN ME FOR NO REASON !! Aiyoo , headache y'know . If i say im buzyy , please dont calll UNTIL i said so . Behh dahh koll bbl werld&nonsence . Im using pp8 taw , low jugk nnti . Soo yahh ,Please stop calling if im bz . Thank you asshole . :DD hees .
Ass for to anak , last long nan sabbie ke flabby ke babi or whatsoever . I am happy for you . & I promise not to isturb you kay .

Soo yeahh , im done .
T'cares Dudes & Chicks .

2009-09-15T21:17:00.003+08:00

Bestie & me due to Boredness

2009-09-15T20:35:00.007+08:00

Ihsan if you're reading this kan , i really appreciate it loands if you understand .
Its not that im always giving excuses about going out & stuff .
i have a family & my mum really loves me , cares about me .
Raya nk dekat , we have only three family members in this house .
Think about it , who's gonna help out mummy clean the house & do other chores .
She depends on me & zan ajee taw .
I will be free on other days sei . Dont just think of yourself being free .
Damn , how would you feel if i sembrng say things about you .
People wont like it neither do i .
I hope you really understand & what you said really made me feel so bad .
I trusted you , but why do you always have to make things difficuilt for me .
Haiix , .... i really cant understand you .
Sometimes you said you already have a gfr but sometimes youre just faking it .
What am i , im really trying my best to trust you & there you go playing around .
Change for the better idiot .

2009-09-10T21:31:00.006+08:00

2009-09-10T00:09:00.003+08:00

ABOUT ME ..
(001) Your gender: Female
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(003) Single?: Yeps
(004) Want to be?: Singer , Stewardess .
(005) Age?: 15
(006) Age you wish you were: 18
(007) The color of your eyes: dark brown
(008) Piercings: on my both ears , tounge , lower lips & nose :D
(009) Tattoos: Nope
DO YOU...
(010) Smoke: Yeaa
(011) Read the newspaper: Sumtimes
(012) Talk to strangers : Depends , im friendly taw . lols
(013) Take walks in the rain: No , unless if i have to .
(014) Drive: No .I wish I could .
(015 Like to drive fast?: Maybe
(016) Hurt yourself: No , i meant once je la .
HAVE YOU EVER...
(022) Been out of the country: Yaa lahh
(023) Been in love: HellYeahh !
(024) Done drugs: HellNaaah !
(025) Gone skinny dipping: H-U-H. I GUESS .
(026) Had a surgery: Nope .
(027) Ran away from home: No
(028) Played strip poker: No
(029) Gotten beat up: Nope , thats stupid !
(031) Been on stage: Yes
(032) Slept outdoors: Yesssss
(034) Pulled an all-nighter: Yup , loved it .
(036) Talked on the phone all night: Yes
(038) Slept all day: yes
(039) Killed someone: No , but im gonna .
(040) Made out with a stranger: No way sei , aiyoo .
(041) Had sex with a stranger?: No way sei , aiyoo .
(042) Kissed the same sex: Cheeks
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No lahh
(044) Been betrayed: Yes
(045)Broken the law: Yes , durhh who does'nt ?
(047) Been on radio/tv: Nope .
(048) Been in a mosh-pit: No , but i would love to
(049) Had a nervous breakdown: Yess . Its like OH AM GEE .
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: nO , IM GOOD :P
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: Yes .
(052) Favorite shoe brand?: NIKE ,EVERLAST , NEWBALANCE.
(053) Favorite music: NEVERSHOUTNEVER !
(054) Wear hats: sOMETIMES.
(055) Judged other people by their clothing: Sometimes , i cant help it lahh , haha , lols .
(057) Are you trendy: I GUESS ?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
(058) Life on other planets: yes
(059) Miracles: yes
(060) Astrology:maybe
(061) Magic: nOPE .
(062) God: In allah we trust .
(063) Love: Sometimes .
(064) Ghost: yes
(065) Rebirth: no
(066) Love at first sight: YES
(067) Ying and Yang?:no
(068) Witches: no
(069) The Easter Bunny: no
(071) Do you consider love a mistake: sumtimes
(072) What do you find romantic: Long uh , sitting down together , talk2 , cudle2 . & many more .
(074) Turn-offs: Yes !
(075) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: upsolutely no .
(076) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?: once . :P
(077) What is best about the opposite sex?: They have magical "wands" lols .
(078) What is the last present someone got you?: cant remember .
(079) Do you like/love someone?: YES !
LAST Time / PERSON...
(080) That you laughed at: There will be no last kay . haha
(081) That laughed at you: bro
(082) That turned you on: I dont know uh .
(082.5) That kissed you: shaikh al-aswad . lol . Spammer !
(083) That you went shopping with : Mummy & family .
(084) To disappoint you: him
(085) To make you cry: nobody . hahah , im Happy now .
(086) To brighten up your day: Friends/Bestie
(087) You saw a movie with: Ihsan
(088) You talked to on the phone: Ihsan
(090) You talked to on text message: Ihsan , Shawal , WanBear .
(091) Your best friend(s): lots of em
(092) Smiled: just now
(093) Laughed: just now
(094) Cried: veryVERYlong !
(095) Bought something: cant remmember .
(096) Danced: Always , at toilet . haha
(097) Who is your crush: idk , im confuse uh .

2009-09-08T22:24:00.003+08:00

Muke Shai Legend masai .
Lols , LEGEND !

Finnaly , i finish paintin my room.
Goshh , i didnt fast today cause too tired .
Kirekan ehh i didnt fast for 12 days gytu including menses .
Shai .. Shai . paha
Soooo yeaah , yesterday buke luar with Bestie & his friends .
Meet Jack at hougng cause nk jumpe at ps lehh sesat siulxz .

Daaa smpai stalked him from behind beh tibe2 dhe turn around .
Aru nk terkejutkn dhe . lols
Gedebak-Gedebuk , smapi PS je thn its time already to buke .
Waited for his friend awile thn saaaaaaapxz , go long john .
Again , da eat thn goo slack at dkt2 fort canning sana .
Toook pichasbut not in my hp , a friends .
soooo i met new friends today .
They are , May , BabyFace & Sham
Soo yeahh . till here .
T'cares Dudes&Chicks .

2009-09-07T14:41:00.005+08:00

Saaaaaapxz
the day before went CompassPoint . Was actually going to go out with JackBestie ,
But thn plans cock-up , mummy ajak mkn LongJohn Silwer
yesterday go JohorBahru with cousin & bro .
Sooo damn tired , reached home at 2am.
I ate like SUBERB alot alot siuls.
Today woke up 12 gytu , Grandpa was outside knockin the door .
Kacaw jeee org tido .
Soo yeaa , currently WebCam-ing with JackBestie .
Pahahaha , The Progol .
ok bye !
T'cares Dudes & Chicks

2009-09-05T13:22:00.005+08:00

~~- It makes me wonder, was your kisses supposed to be a goodbye kiss .~~

2009-08-31T14:32:00.007+08:00

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2009-08-29T22:04:00.004+08:00

FuckYeah ,finnaly i met Shaikh again .
For like months ? or years i should say we didnt contact .
Soo baciscally i spent the whole day at shaikh's place .
Story-ed , laugh & even help him peel his sunburn-ed skin away .
Having to meet him again felt like a boss . Fucking mish him so much .
This time i put him sleep , reading a story like we use to .
Honey , you made me feel like never before . Kisses Hugs .
Dont ever leave me , say you'll never go yes ?

Heavenly Earth :D

2009-08-26T19:20:00.004+08:00

Another day, another dream wasted on you .

2009-08-25T15:29:00.008+08:00

econd post of tha day :D

2009-08-25T06:11:00.003+08:00

Hello ♥
Im waiting for my mummy to fetch me to sch .
Soo i decide to post . Paha
Yesterday , i was feeling so sad .
He did'nt call me for nearly one day .
Seriously , it made me feel uneasy .
I think about lots of bad thing & it made the condition worse .
Around 8 , i texted him again .
Finally he called . He said he wont be comming to sch .
what the fuck is he up to . I dont know why it made me to :(

I'm getting afraid to lose you .

But there you go , out with friends .

If only you can tell how i felt .
I wish your friends are D.E.A.D
i'll be satisfied :D

2009-08-21T22:00:00.004+08:00

2009-08-18T18:05:00.004+08:00

2009-08-16T13:09:00.004+08:00

fought with mummy . I was really mad & used harsh words .
Now she wont speak to me . Im sorry if i have hurt your feelings.
i didnt know whud to do & you dont seems to understand me .
forgive me . I'll promise never to do that again .

Sooo today , planing to meet my friend at J .
Now he's offline & i dont know his no.
How stupid more can i be siaaaaaaaaa DAFUQQ !
how shall i meet him now ?

2009-08-12T20:57:00.005+08:00

On behalf of my day out ,
I'm really sorry for everything stuupid i did .
Im sorry mummy .
Im sorry Dad .
Im sorry Zul
Im sorry Ihsan .
I know & realised what i did was bad .
I guess i couldnt control .
Now i regret .
Sorrry i didnt think far ,
Sorry i didnt looked at you .
Im am reallyreally soso sorry guys .
Sorry if i let you down zul .
I know you was mad bcause of me that day .
Youre a great friend to me & likewise a great friend to you .
Sorry ihsan if i make you look down on me .

I realised im stuborn .

2009-08-06T17:35:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Aisha .

1. Are you single or attached?
Single :)
2. Do you have a person you like?
No , I WANT HIM .
3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with?
Ihsan & Shaikh. hahahahaha Kidding .
4. If the person you love and you mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
Myself ? haha naaah . Basically , ill trt to save my momma thn the love . I WILL NEVER GIVE UP. XD
5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
YESS !!.
6. Do you love your parents?
YESSSSS
7. Will you hug the one you love?
I will !
8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yessssss !
9. Are you jealous now?
yes , cause that cheap girl is always texting him .
10. Who is the last person that messaged you?
Syafiq .
11. Who is your clique?
Muhd Nur Ihsan :D
12. Do you want babies in future?
Uhmm next ! .
13. Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffee shop?
Long John , cause i love the fish .
14. Do you sniff glue?
NEVER ! its stupid , it makes brain works slow .
15. Do you smoke?
Yes .
6. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
Slap the face siulxz . But maybe ill be kind & just let him go .
17. What CCA are you in now?
Art & photograpyh .
18. If you're rich now, what'll you do?
Spend it like a boss .
19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what'll you do?
kiss him like a boss .
20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do?
walk away like a boss .
21. What is your favourite cartoon characters?
SpongeBob , TimmyTurner , Ben , PATRICK !
22. Friendship or love?
What's a friendship without love ? Answer me ! XD.
23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
Cookie Monsterr <3>
24. Do you use laptop or computer? Computer .
25. Do you like loliipop? Yes !
26. Do you have diary? Yes .
27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what'll you do?
Talk to him like a boss .
28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
chebye why first . i need to knw the reason , if its becos of having another , i'd punch him like a boss .
29. Are you blur? At times ,
30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
Purple / Red .
31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?
Currently chatin with Aisha , Din .
32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before? where is the infinite symbol ? lol chill , jus kidding ;)
33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?
Ill ask why and if those words a hurtful , i'd cry like a boss .
34. What school are you in? Yuying Secondary school
35. Tag 10 besties/friend to do this quiz: I DONT TAGG , SORRY bro

2009-08-03T18:53:00.004+08:00

2009-07-27T19:22:00.005+08:00

Anyway HOTTEST news .
Can somebody be my Bodyguard ? PLEASE .
Last Few Days , a bangla man stalk me .
Serious , i was on my way back home , around 5 gytu .
Walking towards the lift & i noticed one guy , around aged 17 observing me from a distance.
Of course i freaked out , thn i quickly walk to the lift .
Door was closing & i though i was safe . Just letting my breath out , he stopped the lift siulxz
Panicked i decided to stop at 2nd level , haha . Went out 2nd floor then tok the other lift .
I thought it was over until my neighbour came to tell something the next day .
She said if i had an Indian friend . DAFUQQ !!! Thn she told me she saw one guy standing outside my house , .
She thought that india was my friend . KANINAAAA ~ stalked ! Fucking creepy . Bcause if him , now i feel so insecure .

2009-07-26T10:42:00.007+08:00

; IDon't Wish To Be Everything To Everyone ,
But I Wish To Be Something To Someone

2009-07-21T20:48:00.004+08:00

I was mad at you for a reason ,,

looking through your messages had me soo jealous & mad .

For some time , i thought you knew .
But i guess you dont .
Now i know how you felt , its an awfull feeling .
I feel so sad & cold .
If you reading this , i hope you realised .
I've stop doing that , i guess its time for too.

2009-07-17T13:46:00.002+08:00

Aku Binget !!!!!
I HATE YOU BUSTED

2009-07-16T20:48:00.012+08:00

☺

Your always on my dreams ,
I know you miss me .
If one day the dreams became reality ,
Your gonna be mine for eternity .

Oh honey, im just waiting forrit .

2009-07-15T19:41:00.006+08:00

Ohkay , im back eh sume .
sch gerek ,P.E time play-ed badminton with Quraisyah until my racket patah .
gahahahs , enth mnm ner leyy patah , Ganas sngat uhs WINKS*
HaHaHa . thn otw nk amek new one saw Kambeng,Umar&Man maen . so i decided join them leaving quraisyah alone , Pfffft , not busted la , i just wanna have more fun :D
Laugh allot sei with dorng , kecoh .
Man , kaw sungguh lembek . Hahah
Before that took height & weight . Height : 152 Weight : 52
Gosssh , aku gain weight sei , GEMOK .
Aduhhh ~ but tkpe , ill try my best maintaining my eating diets uhk now .
Soo yeaa , HaryPotter & Half-BloodPrince comming soooooo soon .
Want watch siulxz . Friday ehub .
Will be going straight after school as takot seats sume tkada .
Q said it will be a 3Hours show . enth la ehs .
Cannot wait uhs .
Sooo yeaaa , im gonna get readdy now , nk tngok rumah baru at pasir ris .
Blok 128,121,111 sume ada uhs nga survey .
Ohhhh tkleyy sabar jugk . i want DoubleDeck house . (mansionette)
Hahahah , ok thn .

T'cares Dudes&Chicks

2009-07-09T15:47:00.006+08:00

My Physic Teacher Did Not Zip His Pants .
HaHaHa .
His face went red when we told him . Wahaha .
School was gerek gytu , somehow .
I've got D&T stuff to do , Semangat nihh . XD
Math was B O R I N G , new teacher talk nonsence , whole class didnt understand ,
so saaaaaaap , Sleep . Gaaaaths .
now malay class da start mapeeek , nid to sit in groups , like primary schh .
MMS eh umar . HaHa .
but kite pehh group gerek uhs , IzzatiKambeng,Umar&bdk sesat AFIQ.
Thought of naq exchange Afiq to Sufi . see how uh ehs . jadik ada partnahh .
So yeaaah , Went home with Man ,& he asked me questions abt my relationship .
Haha , its not aku taq treat dher right eh . He just dont get me .
BlaBlaBla , waited for bus tibe2 nmpk SAHKIRAH , i know you waved me.
but takot salah org i just smiled , haha .
Thats it uh for today . im going study uhs & think of ideas creating that rubbish graper thingey .
Hahaha , i wont be using hp . i meant for now . Dunno when want to repair .
Okay thn , T'cares Dudes&Chicks .

2009-07-08T19:22:00.009+08:00

My Sketchbook was raped by a horse !! Nabueh Darren vandalize all of my drawing designs .
Bitch i will kill you ! Dont make me ride on your back treating you likka horse , idiot .
Such a pain in the ass . How annoying when someone mimic in everything you say/do .
Fucking got eyes like these -.- . hahahaha . And i fucking got the biggest bump on my forehead . Thanks bro hope you enjoyed it too . All for one zeebye !

The day nearly went well but then , fucked up again . Sheesh .
I was really upset , couldnt stop tears running down my cheeks..
He treated me soo badly , oooh how i wish you knew .
He kept on hurting me as if im just a toy .
He barely knew that he was making me sad .
& he doesnt even treat me like how a gfr shld be treated .
Wanted to tell him , but i know it will still be the same & it all end up SORRY . Gave him too much chances .
For him , i even control my temper and was'nt aggressive anymore .I was being FUCKING patience with him .
Goshh , he said he changed , i trusted him , giving him a chance , many of em .
But it turn out wrong , he didnt . How i wish he felt the same as i did .
He treats me right whenever he feels to , but just a moment .
I dont expect him to be perfect , i just wanted him to be nice .
baby , look what have you become now . I want the old you sweeheart .
What has gone into you . I give in almost everytime and now youre stepping on my head .
Sometimes i wish i never stop the screaming and all the slaps/punches i've thrown so you would'nt change .
You need to wake up honey . wake the fuck up .

2009-07-06T16:13:00.001+08:00

SECOND POST OF THE DAY ;
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
- my head/hair .

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
- White & Black

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- probably .

4. Do you plan outfits?
- errr . . .

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
- Not that happy .

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
- lid cover of a container .

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
- i say both , haha :D

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
- GHOST ~

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
- nope .

10. What are you craving right now?
- to have him mine & hp .

11. Do you floss?
- like candy floss ?

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
- eeew .

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
- what is aim ?

14. Are you emotional?
- sort of ..

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
- depends...

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
- never ,

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
- lick & bite . WINKS

18. Do you like your hair?
- Average uhs .

19. Do you like yourself?
- Absolutely , sometimes no .

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
- Nope .

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
- I like cheese only , no additional

22. What are you listening to right now?
- What Hurts The Most - RF

23. How many countries have you visited?
- dont bother counting .

24. Are your parents strict?
- Dad superb . mummy just nice

25. Would you go sky diving?
- if i have the heart to do it .

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
- sooo if its his treat , sure . xD

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
- my pleasure

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
- i guess yes?

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
- nope .

30. Do you rent movies often?
- not at all ,

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
- Izzati Abdullah XD

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
- Once or twice .

33. Do you own a gun?
- No wayyy .

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
- Yess .

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
- alone :[

36. Brown or white eggs?
- white

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
- guess not .

38. Ever been on a train?
- durhh ~

39. Ever been in love?
- sure , but it went sooooooo wrong..

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
- yes..

41. Are you too forgiving?
- Sure , but if that someone keep repeating like 10 times already , BYE !

42. Do you use chOp stick?
- Sometimes .

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
- err ..

44. Can you use chop sticks?
- sure .

45. Ever have cream puffs?
- cant remember .

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
- nooo

47. What was the last question you asked?
- do you have 25 bucks ?

48. What was the last CD you bought?
- i dont buy CD's

49. Boys or girls?
- BoysBoysBoys , haha kidding . Both la ass .

50. What is your bus number for school?
- 153 thn 53 . take 100 if wanna skip sch XD

51. Is your hair curly?
- NOT AT ALL

52. Last time you cried?
- just :'c

53. Ever walked into a wall?
- NO . but i would like to .

54. Do looks matter?
- No & sometimes , a little .

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
- huh ?

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
- yeaap

57. Favorite time of the year?
- cant answer that but for days , i love FRIDAYS&SATURDAY.

58. Favorite color?
- Purple , Black ,White!

59. Are you sarcastic?
- AT TIMES ..

60. Do you have any tattoos?
- nooooo way

61. The last person you held hands with?
- Muhd Nur Ihsan :c

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- sometimes, haha i feel safe as the tv is watching me sleep .xD

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
- HOME SWEET HOME

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
- NO , i love everyone :D

65. Do you like your life right now?
- I have to .

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
- last time often , slowly decreasing uhs .

67. What is your favorite animal?
- TORTISE !!!!

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
- Rokok . ..

69. Do you have good vision?
- NOPE .

70. Can you hula hoop?
- surely can .

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
- Sure , same as 41.

72. Do you have a job?
- Nope .

73. Can you handle the truth?
- Yes .

74. What are you wearing?
- Boxers & half shirt .

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
- no .

2009-07-06T14:47:00.014+08:00

I am not happy as i look .

Infact im in deep fuckin misery .

2009-07-03T18:40:00.005+08:00

Ohh yeaah & i rememberd ,malay class .
S-saya suka senyum
H-hari-hari minum Milo
A-akan menjadi seseorang yg berjaya
I-ingin membuang air besar
E-enggan melayan sesiapa pn
R-rase tak buhley tahan
A-amin .
Soo yeaa , this dumb teacher made me used my letter name forming phrase/sentence.
DumbBitch isnt she . She didnt even allow me to go for a piss . too long sia the bitch made me wait . No i didnt end up peeing on myself . Didnt felt like it already .
Class was fucking hectic . Darren mah jie jun wont shut the hell up . Hahaha
Oh we had a war in a classroom. Throwing balls of paper to each other .
nabueh darren , i told you i was ur side never believe, then throw it to my face . How dare you ?!
And for that 去他妈的仙人掌 . hahahaha , a help from google . (Y)
We won at the end . Can go crazy sia with the "xiao"

T'cares Dudes&Chicks :D
TEEHEE

2009-06-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

I Wont Be Going School Tommorow .
Mangkuks uhs , kene akai aju merah agy .
Thn got aper Olympic uh .
Malas uhs . Hahahah .
Anyway , Aisha , Tuesday pegy sch nan aku kay .
Hrp2 tkmu paitao !

Sooo yeaah , later going survey2 house .
Tngok2 jee dlm kerete .
Hahahah , im gonnna moved soon .
S A D N E S S
risk of moving to Pasir Ris , likely to uhs .
But i dont know plak eh.

Kay la ,
T'cares Dudes&Chicks and Bastards&Bitch
\m/

2009-06-27T13:00:00.003+08:00

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2009-06-18T14:18:00.008+08:00

2009-06-16T12:05:00.004+08:00

Hello ☺
About yesterday , gerek uhs .
Stayed at Tampines for the whole day .
Met Squidwerd AND his friend , RashidGayboy . Wahahha .
We even had hard time deciding whether to eat or not . IT'S NORMAL :D
Went planned to leave around 10 but end up waiting for my mum abt 1hour .
the boyfriend she had , sucha slow driver .
Ohhh yeaa. Keep going Squidwerd ,
work more on your wink kay .

T'cares Dudes&Chicks .

2009-06-14T14:16:00.004+08:00

Shaikh .
I've been dreaming about you lately . sometimes straight in a row, like every fucking day.
& i havent seen you for sucha long time now .
Stop missing me if youre not going to meet me kay .

Do you believe that if you dream of a person , the person is thinking/talking about you .
I fucking do . I also believe in dopple gangger
But sometimes i believe that im just crazy .

2009-05-30T19:12:00.003+08:00

Due to Bored-ness
1. What brand of shirt are you wearing?now ?
Volcom stone :D
2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends list?kiss?
TNGOK MCM NER . HAHA
3 .How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?
mostly all of them .
4. How many kids do you want to have?
two enough la .
5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
father 90% mummy 10000000%
6.Do you wanna change your name?
Nope , i appreaciate my name loads .
7. What did you do for your last birthday?
Exam papers . wahaha serious cause my MYE falls on my date of birth .
8.What time did you wake up today?
12 gytuu .
9. What were you doing at midnight last night?
slacking with eyqahh & EATING :))
10. Name something you CANNOT wait to do ?
Aiyoo cannot think of anything sei , haha
11. Last time you saw your dad?
ooooooh very long sei , this month nt at all.
12. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ?
all about me .
13. Have you ever talked to Tom?
have , tompell&tom(hisham&khairul)
14. Last thing you ate?
Not yett eaten .
15. What's your favorite month?
err April & june ?
16. Least favorite month?
January ! hahaha
17. Are you in a relationship?
Nopeee , im done with lovelife .
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now?
Muhd Nur Ihsan Bin Abdul Razak !
19. Most visited webpage?
Tagged , Friendster & Mofunzone .
20. Last person to make you sad?
Muhd Nur Ihsan Bin Abdul Razak )':
21. Would you help your best friend fight if he/ she is losing?
whyy nt , unless its his/her fault .
22. Coke or Pepsi?
coke !
23. Have you been kissed by anyone in the last week?
Ex

2009-05-30T18:11:00.010+08:00

Yeaaa for the Holidays :B
Yesterday hd lots & lots of fun with eyqahh .
Had a great time at her sedare's chalet .
Firstly went to ehub to meet cousin's friends , cause shahid said naq pegy pit . Suddently changed plan , decided not to follow him & wanted to go for takraw . Soo from e-hub sana kite spLit leaving Ian(Gayboy) haha & zan together with me . Went to take bus 3 to go takraw sana . On the way eyqahh texted zan smthing bout her chalet , zan dngan linca stop kd white sands beh naq go back e-hub sana. Damn kecohh sei , wahahah.
Sooo yeaaa da smpai , met her mum & auntys , uncle .
First2 malu sei naq go amek food . hahah
Da eat sume decided to go takraw then return back . cause eyqahh said sedare nnti rmai dtg kejap . soo yea went takraw till 9 went back.
Eat again , walk2 by the time it was 12 gytu .
sooo decided to dngar MISTERY JAM DUA BELAS . wahahaha
nga dngar2 beh eyqahh grandfather went to sit at our place & told manny gerek stories . Rawk on atuk . gerek sah dher . bbl2 . oooh best . Gahahhas .
then kul 1.30 i decided to go home , felt tired sei & very extremely full . called muumy , luckly she aggreed to take me home .
Sooooo yeaa , mummy came asked zan naq alek ke tk , dehr taanak thn off we go home .
Reached home 2.00AM .
He called me , talk2 awile by the time 2.30AM i went to sleep with a vey full stomach .
Wahahaha , i ate allot sei , the food was sooo G-R-E-A-T .
HaHaHa . sooo yeaa thats all .

T'cares Dudes&Chicks :D

2009-05-24T21:48:00.019+08:00

Hello Loves ♥

Did'nt blog for a couple of weeks cause buzy with allot of things .
Ohhhh dearry me . now thn can relax . But im not really satisfied with my marks .
Scored badly for math , it sucks big time sei . Goshhh .
& nt forgetting SSH ( SocialStudies&History )

Studied hard for this two subject and yet FAILIER comes in .
FML
Im currently thinking if my dad would help me with this .
He'd likely to , i guess :/

Now im really not readdy for another relationship .
Whether its a patch back or staring a new .
Guess im all over the place if i'm in a relationship .
IIm not whud you think kays . Its not i dont want you or i hate you .
sibei sian getting to be pushed around .

2009-05-04T21:17:00.009+08:00

2009-04-26T04:13:00.003+08:00

Mendak-ness + Binget = Stress .
Currently at sedare's house(GayBoy).Eveyone is asleep.Only four peep in tha house . Bored or whatt . Aqu naq balek siul . Lagy2 ngan keadaan mcm gyni . Hais . Kaw akan tawu sape aku referrin to .
; aku tkkn gyni mcm klu kaw tk mcm pukymak msg mcm gytu .
Pakai otak la .
Klu kaw takot tu fazilah benci kaw ke , tanak kehilangan dher .
Pegy nan dher suda . dher kn nga tunggu kaw .
Harap korng last long .
Bile kwn kaw tkleyy tron , kaw paham2 .
Bile nan aku , perangai mcm sundal .
Eh kd pasir ris ni eh tk ada pape la . Klu tak tawu pape tutop kaw peh mulut .
Beyh kol ckp "asl marah" . Mak kaw ajar ckp mcm tu ?
Kimakkkk , sooooot siak . Beh nk step baek2 . Message tu fun-fair pe ?
aku ni org yg ada haty perot la .
Cakap je ubah , padahal ubah untuk kwn .
Entah la klu perangai kaw ttp continue mcm ni kn .
Lupekn aku je la.
Aku just wish for the best uh kaw nan kaw pehh fazilah .

Klu kaw syg , kaw da change for the better siak .

2009-04-23T21:36:00.005+08:00